My social anxiety is starting to ruin my life. I’m so thankful that school is over, but I realized really bad habits of mine. I noticed that I can’t walk down the school hallway. I can’t. I’m constantly afraid. I don’t want anyone to see me. I’m always looking away. I can’t look at people in the eye. I’m always thinking of what others think of me. I hate walking down the hall. I hate raising my hand. I hate talking. I hate socializing in person. I can’t do it. I automatically think I’m doing something wrong. I can’t stop it , I don’t know. And I know this is a rant but I seriously needed to get this off my chest. My mom is constantly asking why I don’t talk. Maybe it’s because I’m not used to it. My sister /siblings have taken most of the spotlight from me(which I’m thankful for) but it’s caused me to crumble.
tags: social anxiety. i need advice. help. mom. why. upset. ugh.